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y wants have been few. I have gold to purchase flattery, if I desired it--to buy tongues to tell me I am not deformed; but I despise them. My soul partakes not of my body's infirmities--it has sought a spirit to love, that would love it in return. Maria, has it found one?" Maria was startled--she endeavoured to speak, but her tongue faltered--tears gathered in her eyes, and her looks bespoke pity and astonishment. "Fool! fool!" exclaimed the cripple, "I have been deceived! Maria _pities_ me!--_only pities me_! Hate me, Maria--despise me as does the world. I can bear hatred--I can endure scorn--I can repel them!--but _pity_ consumes me!--and _pity_ from you! Fool! fool!" he added, "wherefore dreamed I there was one that would look with love on deformed Ebenezer? Farewell, Maria! farewell!--remember, but do not pity me!" and he hurried from her side. She would have detained him--she would have told him that she reverenced him--that she esteemed him; but he hastened away, and she felt also that she _pitied_ him--and _love_ and _pity_ can never dwell in the same breast for the same object. Maria stood and wept. Ebenezer returned to his cottage; but the hope which he had cherished, the dream which he had fed, died reluctantly. He accused himself for acting precipitately--he believed he had taken the tear of affection for pity. His heart was at war with itself. Day after day he revisited the mountainside, and the path in the wood where they had met; but Maria wandered there no longer. His feelings, his impatience, his incertitude, rose superior to the ridicule of man; he resolved to visit the mansion of his neighbour, where Maria and her friends were residing. The dinner-bell was ringing as he approached the house; but he knew little of the etiquette of the world, and respected not its forms. The owner of the mansion welcomed him with the right hand of cordiality, for his discourse in the cottage had charmed him; others expressed welcome, for some who before had mocked now respected him; and Maria took his hand with a look of joy and her wonted sweetness. The heart of Ebenezer felt assured. Francis Dorrington alone frowned, and rose not to welcome him. The dinner-bell again rang; the Lady Helen had not arrived, and dinner was delayed for her, but she came not. They proceeded to the dining-room. Ebenezer offered his arm to Maria, and she accepted it. Francis Dorrington muttered angry words between his teeth. The dinn
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