to
stand on his head, he is welcome. And if either he, or you, or any other
man, is not preceesely satisfied, I will be proud to step outside with
him."
I had no will that these two friends should cut their throats for my
sake.
"Sir," said I, "I am very wearied, as Alan says; and what's more, as you
are a man that likely has sons of your own, I may tell you it was a
promise to my father."
"Say nae mair, say nae mair," said Cluny, and pointed me to a bed of
heather in a corner of the Cage. For all that he was displeased enough,
looked at me askance, and grumbled when he looked. And indeed it must be
owned that both my scruples, and the words in which I had declared them,
smacked somewhat of the Covenanter, and were little in their place among
wild Highland Jacobites.
What with the brandy and the venison, a strange heaviness had come over
me; and I had scarce lain down upon the bed before I fell into a kind of
trance, in which I continued almost the whole time of our stay in the
Cage. Sometimes I was broad awake and understood what passed; sometimes
I only heard voices, or men snoring, like the voice of a silly river;
and the plaids upon the wall dwindled down and swelled out again, like
firelight shadows on the roof. I must sometimes have spoken or cried
out, for I remember I was now and then amazed at being answered; yet I
was conscious of no particular nightmare, only of a general, black,
abiding horror--a horror of the place I was in, and the bed I lay on,
and the plaids on the wall, and the voices, and the fire, and myself.
The barber-gillie, who was a doctor too, was called in to prescribe for
me; but as he spoke in the Gaelic, I understood not a word of his
opinion, and was too sick even to ask for a translation. I knew well
enough I was ill, and that was all I cared about.
I paid little heed while I lay in this poor pass. But Alan and Cluny
were most of the time at the cards, and I am clear that Alan must have
begun by winning; for I remember sitting up, and seeing them hard at it,
and a great glittering pile of as much as sixty or a hundred guineas on
the table. It looked strange enough to see all this wealth in a nest
upon a cliff-side, wattled about growing trees. And even then, I thought
it seemed deep water for Alan to be riding, who had no better
battle-horse than a green purse and a matter of five pounds.
The luck, it seems, changed on the second day. About noon I was wakened
as usual for di
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