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e. Another sleepless night and I was determined to see her. She received me most graciously, although I fear she thought my visit one of vanity--wounded vanity--and me petulant because of her lack of appreciation. Oh, sister mine, I knew better. I knew my heart craved one word, however matter-of-fact, that would rekindle the hope that was dying within me. Hesitatingly, and like a clumsy yokel, I blurted: "I have been wondering whether you cared for the performance I gave?" "It certainly ought to make little difference to you," she replied; "the public was enthusiastic enough in its endorsement." "But I want your opinion," I pleaded. "My opinion would not at all affect the almost unanimous verdict," she replied calmly. "And," I urged desperately, "you were not affected in the least?" Very coldly she answered, "Not in the least;" and then fearlessly, like a princess in the Palace of Truth: "If ever a man comes who can awaken my heart, frankly and honestly I will confess it." "Perhaps such a one lives," I said, "but has yet to reach the height to win you--your--" "Speak it," she said, "to win my love!" "Yes," I cried, startled at her candor, "to win your love." Hope slowly rekindled within my breast, and then with half-closed eyes, and wooingly, she said: "No drooping Clytie could be more constant than I to him who strikes the chord that is responsive in my soul." Her emotion must have surprised her, but immediately she regained her placidity and reverted no more to the subject. I went out into the gathering gloom. Her words haunted me. A strange feeling came over me. A voice within me cried: "Do not play to-night. Study! study! Perhaps in the full fruition of your genius your music, like the warm western wind to the harp, may bring life to her soul." I fled, and I am here. I am delving deeper and deeper into the mysteries of my art, and I pray God each hour that He may place within my grasp the wondrous music His blessed angels sing, for the soul of her I love is attuned to the harmonies of heaven. Your affectionate brother, ANGELO. ISLAND OF BAHAMA, January 2. VI When Diotti left New York so precipitately he took passage on a coast line steamer sailing for the Bahama Islands. Once there, he leased a small _cay_, one of a group off the main land, and lived alone and unattended, save for the w
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