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nks. Adieu, adieu! Come, Aurore!" I was left alone, and lay reflecting upon the interview. It had impressed me with a profound feeling of friendship for Eugenie Besancon;--more than friendship--sympathy: for I could not resist the belief that, somehow or other, she was in peril--that over that young heart, late so light and gay, a cloud was gathering. I felt for her regard, friendship, sympathy,--nothing more. And why nothing more? Why did I not love her, young, rich, beautiful? Why? Because I loved another--_I loved Aurore_! CHAPTER NINETEEN. A LOUISIAN LANDSCAPE. Life in the chamber of an invalid--who cares to listen to its details? They can interest no one--scarce the invalid himself. Mine was a daily routine of trifling acts, and consequent reflections--a monotony, broken, however, at intervals, by the life-giving presence of the being I loved. At such moments I was no longer _ennuye_; my spirit escaped from its death-like lassitude; and the sick chamber for the time seemed an Elysium. Alas! these scenes were but of a few minutes' duration, while the intervals between them were hours--long hours--so long, I fancied them days. Twice every day I was visited by my fair host and her companion. Neither ever came alone! There was constraint on my part, often bordering upon perplexity. My conversation was with the _Creole_, my thoughts dwelt upon the _Quadroon_. With the latter I dare but exchange glances. Etiquette restrained the tongue, though all the conventionalities of the world could not hinder the eyes from speaking in their own silent but expressive language. Even in this there was constraint. My love-glances were given by stealth. They were guided by a double dread. On one hand, the fear that their expression should not be understood and reciprocated by the Quadroon. On the other, that they might be too well understood by the Creole, who would regard me with scorn and contempt. I never dreamt that they might awaken jealousy--I thought not of such a thing. Eugenie was sad, grateful, and friendly, but in her calm demeanour and firm tone of voice there was no sign of love. Indeed the terrible shock occasioned by the tragic occurrence, appeared to have produced a complete change in her character. The sylph-like elasticity of her mind, formerly a characteristic, seemed to have quite forsaken her. From a gay girl she had all at once become a serious woman. She was not the le
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