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nce in a while a bird uttered its night cry, or some little brooding note, and over on the vine-clad gallery, Mrs. Thrush still crooned a lullaby to her little child, who lay asleep--soft and warm, on her mother-breast. I was no longer lonely, no longer shut out from it all--there was the bird on its nest; the little wife and mother in her home; and I--I was very near them--akin to them. I had seen myself in _my_ home, with my child, and my husband; I had felt his dear arms about me, and his dear face close to mine. I was no longer an alien. I, too, had a place in the heart of another. Still I sat and dreamed, and even the ringing of my door-bell failed to rouse me: but when I heard the maid say to someone: "She has been downstairs to-night, but I think she has gone up now, and I don't like to call her." I started forward, saying quickly: "No, I am here--I will see any one." And so he came in, but it was not the one I expected. It was Mr. Gregory. I think that he found my embarrassment on greeting him both gratifying and encouraging, but its cause was alien to his thought. I was brought back from another world, as it were, with a rude shock, and in my enfeebled condition, consequent upon a severe illness could not control myself. Indeed I did not feel that I was mistress of myself at any time during the evening. After a word or two, which I cannot recall, I stammered out: "I was not expecting you this evening--I had not sent for you." "I know that you have not," he answered--then dropping his voice a trifle, he added, "I could not wait any longer--I found it difficult to wait so long as this. I hardly dared hope that I might see you this evening, but I felt I must try." Intent upon sparing him the pain of a spoken declaration, I exclaimed: "Oh, Mr. Gregory, don't! please don't say anything more. I am not deserving of your esteem and kindness." He came nearer me, and his voice was at once tender and reverent, as he said: "You are more than worthy of what I have to offer, which is myself, and all that I have." "Don't!" I cried again; "don't say anything more! Let us imagine this unsaid!" "Such words can never be recalled," he said gravely. "They must be," I persisted; "I cannot accept! I have nothing to give in return!" A look of disappointment came over his face, and if I mistake not, it was shaded with displeasure. "I hardly expected this, Miss Leigh, I have hardly been led to
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