FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   441   442   443   444   445   446   447   448   449   450   451   452   453   454   455   456   457   458   459   460   461   462   463   464   465  
466   467   468   469   470   471   472   473   474   475   476   477   478   479   480   481   482   483   484   485   486   487   488   489   490   >>   >|  
ny fixed for evermore?" "As far as you and I are concerned, love," said Hester to him, "I could almost wish that this were the end. I feel as if almost any change would be for the worse; I mean supposing you not to look as you do now, but as you have always been till now. Oh, Edward, I am so happy!" Her husband could not speak for astonishment and delight. "You remember that evening in Verdon woods, Edward--the evening before we were married?" "Remember it!" "Well. How infinitely happier are we now than then! Oh! that fear-- that mistrust of myself! You reproved me for my fear and mistrust then; and I must beg leave to remind you of what you then said. It is not often that I can have the honour of preaching to you, my dear husband, as it is rather difficult to find an occasion; but now I have caught you tripping. What is there for you to be uneasy about now, that can at all be compared with what I troubled myself about then?--Since that time I have caused you much misery, I know--misery which I partly foresaw I should cause you: but that is over, I trust. It is over at least for the time that we are poor and persecuted. I dare not and do not wish for anything otherwise than as we have it flow. Persecution seems to have made us wiser, and poverty happier; and how, if only Margaret were altogether as we would see her, how could we be better than we are?" "You are right, my dear wife." These few tender words, and her husband's brightened looks, sufficed--Hester had no cares. She forgot even the fever, in seeing Edward look as gay as usual again, and in feeling that she was everything to that feeling, that conviction, for which she had sighed in vain, for long after her marriage. She had then fancied that his profession, his family, his own thoughts, were as important to him as herself. She now knew that she was supreme; and this was supreme satisfaction. When Margaret sprang up to her new labours in the chill dusk of the next morning, she flattered herself that she was the first awake; but it was not so. When she went down, she found her brother busy shovelling the snow away, and making a clear path from the kitchen door to the coal-house. He declared it delightfully warm work, by the time he had brought in coals enough for the day, and wanted more employment of the same sort. He went round to the front of the house, and cleared the steps and pavement there; caring nothing for the fact, that t
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   441   442   443   444   445   446   447   448   449   450   451   452   453   454   455   456   457   458   459   460   461   462   463   464   465  
466   467   468   469   470   471   472   473   474   475   476   477   478   479   480   481   482   483   484   485   486   487   488   489   490   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Edward

 

husband

 
happier
 

feeling

 

Margaret

 
misery
 

supreme

 

mistrust

 
Hester
 

evening


marriage

 

fancied

 

profession

 

satisfaction

 
thoughts
 

important

 

family

 

sighed

 

forgot

 

sufficed


cleared

 

conviction

 

caring

 

pavement

 

brought

 

making

 

delightfully

 

declared

 

kitchen

 
shovelling

morning

 

flattered

 

labours

 
brother
 
wanted
 
employment
 

sprang

 

Remember

 
infinitely
 

married


delight

 
remember
 
Verdon
 
reproved
 

honour

 

preaching

 
difficult
 

remind

 

astonishment

 

concerned