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he said. But she stood silent, trying to muster strength to defy him. "What do you want to go for?" he demanded. "I want to know--I want to know--" She stammered over her answer; it was uttered against her will. "Well? What?" Still holding her, he put the question. "I can tell you anything you want to know." "But you won't!" Olga plucked up her spirit at this. "It's no good asking you anything. You never answer." "I will answer you," he said. "And besides--" said Olga. "Yes?" said Max. "You're so horrid," she burst out, "so cold-blooded, so--so--so unsympathetic!" To her own amazement and dismay, she found herself in tears. In the same instant she was free and the door left unguarded; but she did not use her freedom to escape. Somehow she did not think of that. She only leaned against the wall with her hands over her face and wept. Max, with his hands deep in his pockets, strolled about the room, whistling below his breath. The gleam had died out of his eyes, but the brows met fiercely above them. His face was the face of a man working out a difficult problem. Suddenly he walked up to her, and stood still. "Look here," he said; "can't you manage to be sensible for a minute? If you go on in this way you will soon get hysterical, and I don't think my treatment for hysterics would appeal to you. Olga, are you listening?" Yes, she was listening--listening tensely, because she could not help herself. "I'm sorry you think me a brute," he proceeded. "I don't think anyone else does, but that's a detail. I am also sorry that you're upset about old Mrs. Stubbs, though I don't see much sense in crying for her now her troubles are over. I think myself that it was just as well I didn't reach her in time. I should only have prolonged her misery. That's one of the grand obstacles in the medical career. I've kicked against it a good many times." He paused. "She did suffer then?" whispered Olga, commanding herself with an effort. "When she wasn't under the influence of morphia--yes. That was the only peace she knew. But of course it affected her brain. It always does, if you keep on with it." Olga's hands fell. She straightened herself. "Then--you think she is better dead?" she said. He squared his great shoulders, and she felt infinitely small. "If I could have followed my own inclination with that old woman," he said, "I should have given her a free pass long ago. But--I am not authorized
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