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which he yet failed of courage to put into words; and Thorne, noticing this, when, one day, we were all seated round the bed, while the lad fixed his shaded, large, mournful eyes upon us with a painfully imploring look, said suddenly, his fingers upon Clarian's pulse,-- "You have something to say to us,--a confession to make, Clarian." The boy flushed and shuddered, but did not falter, as he replied, "Yes." "You must withhold it until you are well again. I know what it is." Clarian quickly withdrew his hand from the Doctor's grasp. "You know it, and yet here, touching me? Impossible! entirely impossible!" "Oh, as to that," said Thorne, with a cool shrug of the shoulders, "you must remember that _our_ relations are simply those of physician and patient. Other things have nought to do with it. And, as your physician, I require you to withhold the matter until you are well enough to face the world." "No,--I must reap where I have sown. I have no right to impose upon my friends any longer." "Bad news travel fast enough, Clarian, and there is no wisdom in losing a friend so long as you can retain him." "I do not see the force of your reasoning, Dr. Thorne. I have enough to answer for, without the additional contumely of being called an impostor." "For your mother's sake, Clarian, I command you to wait. Spare _her_ what pain you can, at least." "My mother! Oh, my God, do not name her! do not name her!" And he burst into the only tears I ever saw him shed, hiding his face in the bed-clothes, and sobbing piteously. "What does this mean?" said Mac, as soon as we were where Clarian could not hear us. "What have you found out?" "Positively nothing more than you know already," answered Thorne. "Nothing?" echoed Mac, very indignantly; "you speak very confidently for one having such poor grounds." "My dear Mac," said Thorne, kindly, "do you think I am not as much concerned about Clarian as you are? Positively, I would give half I own to arrive at a satisfactory solution of this mystery. But what can we do? The boy believes himself a great criminal. Do you not see at once, that, if we permit him to confess his crime, he will insist upon taking himself out of our keeping,--commit suicide, get himself sent to the madhouse, or anyhow lose our care and our soothing influence? We cannot relieve him until we restore his strength and composure. All we can do now is to watch him, soothe him, and by all m
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