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er. She laughed a little, scornfully. "Very well, I'll give you one more chance. I like you too well to drop you entirely." (What an air of autocracy she took, to be sure!) "You mustn't speak of that again. And you must forget it entirely." She lowered at him, a delicious picture of wrath. They saddled the horses and took their way homeward in silence. The tenderness put out its flower head from the inner sanctuary. Apparently the coast was clear. It ventured a little further. The evening was very shadowy and sweet and musical with birds. The tenderness boldly invaded Bennington's eyes, and spoke, oh, so timidly, from his lips. "I will do just as you say," it hesitated, "and I'll be very, very good indeed. But am I to have no hope at all?" "Why can't you keep off that standpoint entirely?" "Just that one question; then I will." "Well," grudgingly, "I suppose nothing on earth could keep the average mortal from hoping; but I can't answer that there is any ground for it." "When can I speak of it again?" "I don't know--after the Pioneer's Picnic." "That is when you cease to be a mystery, isn't it?" She sighed. "That is when I become a greater mystery--even to myself, I fear," she added in a murmur too low for him to catch. They rode on in silence for a little space more. The night shadows were flowing down between the trees like vapour. The girl of her own accord returned to the subject. "You are greatly to be envied," she said a little sadly, "for you are really young. I am old, oh, very, very old! You have trust and confidence. I have not. I can sympathize; I can understand. But that is all. There is something within me that binds all my emotions so fast that I can not give way to them. I want to. I wish I could. But it is getting harder and harder for me to think of absolutely trusting, in the sense of giving out the self that is my own. Ah, but you are to be envied! You have saved up and accumulated the beautiful in your nature. I have wasted mine, and now I sit by the roadside and cry for it. My only hope and prayer is that a higher and better something will be given me in place of the wasted, and yet I have no right to expect it. Silly, isn't it?" she concluded bitterly. Bennington made no reply. They drew near the gulch, and could hear the mellow sound of bells as the town herd defiled slowly down it toward town. "We part here," the young man broke the long silence. "When do I see y
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