FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   3350   3351   3352   3353   3354   3355   3356   3357   3358   3359   3360   3361   3362   3363   3364   3365   3366   3367   3368   3369   3370   3371   3372   3373   3374  
3375   3376   3377   3378   3379   3380   3381   3382   3383   3384   3385   3386   3387   3388   3389   3390   3391   3392   3393   3394   3395   3396   3397   3398   3399   >>   >|  
as part of my allowance to you for pocket-money. I used to like to have pocket-money, Crossjay. And you may tell him I gave you the holiday, and I may write to him for his excuse, if he is not too harsh to grant it. He can be very harsh." "You look right into his eyes next time, Miss Middleton. I used to think him awful till he made me look at him. He says men ought to look straight at one another, just as we do when he gives me my boxing-lesson, and then we won't have quarrelling half so much. I can't recollect everything he says." "You are not bound to, Crossjay." "No, but you like to hear." "Really, dear boy. I can't accuse myself of having told you that." "No, but, Miss Middleton, you do. And he's fond of your singing and playing on the piano, and watches you." "We shall be late if we don't mind," said Clara, starting to a pace close on a run. They were in time for a circuit in the park to the wild double cherry-blossom, no longer all white. Clara gazed up from under it, where she had imagined a fairer visible heavenliness than any other sight of earth had ever given her. That was when Vernon lay beneath. But she had certainly looked above, not at him. The tree seemed sorrowful in its withering flowers of the colour of trodden snow. Crossjay resumed the conversation. "He says ladies don't like him much." "Who says that?" "Mr. Whitford." "Were those his words?" "I forget the words: but he said they wouldn't be taught by him, like me, ever since you came; and since you came I've liked him ten times more." "The more you like him the more I shall like you, Crossjay." The boy raised a shout and scampered away to Sir Willoughby, at the appearance of whom Clara felt herself nipped and curling inward. Crossjay ran up to him with every sign of pleasure. Yet he had not mentioned him during the walk; and Clara took it for a sign that the boy understood the entire satisfaction Willoughby had in mere shows of affection, and acted up to it. Hardly blaming Crossjay, she was a critic of the scene, for the reason that youthful creatures who have ceased to love a person, hunger for evidence against him to confirm their hard animus, which will seem to them sometimes, when he is not immediately irritating them, brutish, because they can not analyze it and reduce it to the multitude of just antagonisms whereof it came. It has passed by large accumulation into a sombre and speechless load upon the sens
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   3350   3351   3352   3353   3354   3355   3356   3357   3358   3359   3360   3361   3362   3363   3364   3365   3366   3367   3368   3369   3370   3371   3372   3373   3374  
3375   3376   3377   3378   3379   3380   3381   3382   3383   3384   3385   3386   3387   3388   3389   3390   3391   3392   3393   3394   3395   3396   3397   3398   3399   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Crossjay

 
Willoughby
 

pocket

 

Middleton

 

curling

 

pleasure

 

mentioned

 

nipped

 

appearance

 

taught


Whitford
 
ladies
 

conversation

 

trodden

 
resumed
 
forget
 

raised

 
scampered
 

wouldn

 

ceased


brutish

 

irritating

 
analyze
 

reduce

 

immediately

 

animus

 
multitude
 
antagonisms
 

speechless

 

sombre


accumulation

 

whereof

 

passed

 

affection

 
Hardly
 

blaming

 

satisfaction

 
understood
 

entire

 

critic


hunger

 

person

 

evidence

 

confirm

 

colour

 
reason
 
youthful
 

creatures

 

recollect

 

lesson