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man on the ground, Rose turned upon herself as the author of his death, and then she felt this presence within her, and her heart all day had talked to her of it, and was throbbing now, and would not be quieted. She could only lift her eyes and give him her hand; she could not speak. She thought him cold, and he was; cold enough to think that she and her cousin were not unlike in their manner, though not deep enough to reflect that it was from the same cause. She was the first to find her wits: but not before she spoke did she feel, and start to feel, how long had been the silence, and that her hand was still in his. 'Why did you come out, Evan? It was not right.' 'I came to speak to you. I shall leave early to-morrow, and may not see you alone.' 'You are going----?' She checked her voice, and left the thrill of it wavering in him. 'Yes, Rose, I am going; I should have gone before.' 'Evan!' she grasped his hand, and then timidly retained it. 'You have not forgiven me? I see now. I did not think of any risk to you. I only wanted you to beat. I wanted you to be first and best. If you knew how I thank God for saving you! What my punishment would have been!' Till her eyes were full she kept them on him, too deep in emotion to be conscious of it. He could gaze on her tears coldly. 'I should be happy to take the leap any day for the prize you offered. I have come for that.' 'For what, Evan?' But while she was speaking the colour mounted in her cheeks, and she went on rapidly: 'Did you think it unkind of me not to come to nurse you. I must tell you, to defend myself. It was the Countess, Evan. She is offended with me--very justly, I dare say. She would not let me come. What could I do? I had no claim to come.' Rose was not aware of the import of her speech. Evan, though he felt more in it, and had some secret nerves set tingling and dancing, was not to be moved from his demand. 'Do you intend to withhold it, Rose?' 'Withhold what, Evan? Anything that you wish for is yours.' 'The handkerchief. Is not that mine?' Rose faltered a word. Why did he ask for it? Because he asked for nothing else, and wanted no other thing save that. Why did she hesitate? Because it was so poor a gift, and so unworthy of him. And why did he insist? Because in honour she was bound to surrender it. And why did she hesitate still? Let her answer. 'Oh, Evan! I would give you anything but that; and if you ar
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