FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   4990   4991   4992   4993   4994   4995   4996   4997   4998   4999   5000   5001   5002   5003   5004   5005   5006   5007   5008   5009   5010   5011   5012   5013   5014  
5015   5016   5017   5018   5019   5020   5021   5022   5023   5024   5025   5026   5027   5028   5029   5030   5031   5032   5033   5034   5035   5036   5037   5038   5039   >>   >|  
e in England. But there are rascals in this country, too.' She was guilty of saying, though not pointedly: 'We do not hire defenders.' 'In civilized lands . . .' he began and stopped 'You have Mr. Wythan?' 'Yes, we are three.' 'You call him, I think, Owain?' 'I do.' 'In your brother's hearing?' 'Yes, my lord; it would be in your hearing if you were near.' 'No harm, no doubt.' 'There is none.' 'But you will not call your brother Chillon to me.' 'You dislike the name.' 'I learn to like everything you do and say; and every person you like.' 'It is by Mr. Wythan's dead wife's request that I call him by his name. He is our friend. He is a man to trust.' 'The situation . . .' Fleetwood hung swaying between the worldly view of it and the white light of this woman's nature flashed on his emotion into his mind. 'You shall be trusted for judging. If he is your friend, he is my friend. I have missed the sight of our boy. You heard I was at Esslemont?' 'I heard from Madge!' 'It is positive you must return to Croridge?' 'I must be with my brother, yes.' 'Your ladyship will permit me to conduct you.' Her head assented. There was nothing to complain of, but he had not gained a step. The rule is, that when we have yielded initiative to a woman, we are unable to recover it without uncivil bluster. So, therefore, women dealing with gentlemen are allowed unreasonable advantages. He had never granted it in colloquy or act to any woman but this one. Consequently, he was to see, that if the gentleman in him was not put aside, the lady would continue moving on lines of the independence he had likewise yielded, or rather flung, to her. Unless, as a result, he besieged and wooed his wife, his wife would hold on a course inclining constantly farther from the union he desired. Yet how could he begin to woo her if he saw no spark of womanly tenderness? He asked himself, because the beginning of the wooing might be checked by the call on him for words of repentance only just possible to conceive. Imagine them uttered, and she has the initiative for life. She would not have it, certainly, with a downright brute. But he was not that. In an extremity of bitterness, he fished up a drowned old thought, of all his torments being due to the impulsive half-brute he was. And between the good and the bad in him, the sole point of strength was a pride likely, as the smooth simplicity of her indifference showed
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   4990   4991   4992   4993   4994   4995   4996   4997   4998   4999   5000   5001   5002   5003   5004   5005   5006   5007   5008   5009   5010   5011   5012   5013   5014  
5015   5016   5017   5018   5019   5020   5021   5022   5023   5024   5025   5026   5027   5028   5029   5030   5031   5032   5033   5034   5035   5036   5037   5038   5039   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

brother

 

friend

 
initiative
 

yielded

 

hearing

 

Wythan

 

result

 
besieged
 
strength
 

Unless


desired

 

farther

 

likewise

 

inclining

 

constantly

 

smooth

 
Consequently
 

showed

 

granted

 
colloquy

gentleman

 

moving

 
continue
 
indifference
 
simplicity
 

independence

 

Imagine

 
advantages
 

thought

 

conceive


torments
 

uttered

 

fished

 

bitterness

 
downright
 

extremity

 

drowned

 

tenderness

 

womanly

 
repentance

checked

 

impulsive

 

beginning

 
wooing
 
Croridge
 

dislike

 
Chillon
 
person
 

swaying

 

worldly