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s it Psalmody. He thinks things ought always to be as they are, with women and men; and women preachers he does detest. She is not one to preach. You are waiting to hear what I have to tell. That man Major Worrell has tried to rob me of everything I ever had to set a value on:--love, I 'd say;--he laughs at a woman like me loving.' Dartrey nodded, to signify a known sort of fellow. 'She came here.' Mrs. Marsett's tears had risen. 'I ought not to have let her come. I invited her--for once: I am lonely. None of my sex--none I could respect! I meant it for only once. She promised to sing to me. And, Oh! how she sings! You have heard her. My whole heart came out. I declare I believe girls exist who can hear our way of life--and I'm not so bad except compared with that angel, who heard me, and was and is, I could take oath, no worse for it. Some girls can; she is one. I am all for bringing them up in complete innocence. If I was a great lady, my daughters should never know anything of the world until they were married. But Miss Radnor is a young lady who cannot be hurt. She is above us. Oh! what a treasure for a man!--and my God! for any man born of woman to insult a saint, as she is!--He is a beast!' 'Major Worrell met her here?' 'Blame me as much as you like: I do myself. Half my rage with him is at myself for putting her in the way of such a beast to annoy. Each time she came, I said it was to be the last. I let her see what a mercy from heaven she was to me. She would come. It has not been many times. She wishes me either to . . . Captain Marsett has promised. And nothing seems hard--to me when my own God's angel is by. She is! I'm not such a bad woman, but I never before I knew her knew the meaning of the word virtue. There is the young lady that man worried with his insulting remarks! though he must have known she was a lady:--because he found her in my rooms.' 'You were present when, as you say, he insulted her?' 'I was. Here it commenced; and he would see her downstairs.' 'You heard?' 'Of course, I never left her.' 'Give me a notion . . .' 'To get her to make an appointment: to let him conduct her home.' 'She was alone?' 'Her maid was below.' 'And this happened . . .?' 'Yesterday, after dark. My Ned--Captain Marsett encourages him to be familiar. I should be the lowest of women if I feared the threats of such a reptile of a man. I could tell you more. I can't always refuse his visits,
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