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te of our house until you chose for yourself your own home. But now, Elsie, I know William Dalzell is not the man to encumber himself with a penniless wife and a penniless sister-in-law." "He is not mercenary--I am sure he is not," said Elsie with animation. "Perhaps he is not positively mercenary; but after all am I worthy of the sacrifice? Look at me, Elsie; even your sisterly partiality cannot make a beauty of me. My turn of mind is not suited to his; I have always felt that; and, above all, I am not very fond of him." "Not very!" "No; I have liked him a good deal; but now in this crisis, when we have to begin life in earnest--when I am puzzling myself how to find food and clothing and shelter for you and me--I feel as if Mr. Dalzell's past attentions belonged to another world altogether, so I am putting them aside completely." "Ah! but Jane, only listen to me. If he were to come now, and lay himself and all that he has at your feet, that would prove that he was no fortune-hunter, but a real true lover, as I always believed him to be." "He will not do it," said Jane, quietly; and she now began to make some memoranda. "We have no ornaments, Elsie," said she, sadly. "No; I never heard you regret the want of them before." "I should like to have something to sell. Emilia Chalmers has 200 pounds worth of jewellery, most of it left by her aunt. If we had so much, we might convert it into money, and might stock a little shop." "A shop!" said Elsie, shuddering. "Why not? One is more independent keeping a shop than in a governess's situation, and there my business knowledge would be of use. It is wrong and absurd to have a terror of a shop." "I cannot help feeling a great repugnance to shopkeeping." "Then would you rather be a governess, supposing you were capable?" "Oh, Jane, that is such a hard life. I should be separated from you; and then one is worried by the children, and snubbed by the parents, sneered at by servants, and ignored by visitors." "Then dressmaking? You work beautifully." "The late hours, and the close rooms; do you think I could stand it?" "I am a little afraid for you," said Jane, thoughtfully. "What would you like to do?" "Why, I have never thought of doing anything but being with you, working a little, reading a little, going out a little, and having nobody over me but you, my own darling sister. It stuns me to be told that I must go to work for a livelihood."
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