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Sarah looked her approval of this decision. "I'll help you,--let's do it in my room." Relief on Blue Bonnet's part quite crowded out surprise. "Then you don't mind if I leave you to yourselves?" she asked. "We wouldn't get much done if you didn't," Amanda replied with more frankness than tact. Blue Bonnet had found solitude glorious in the half-hour before breakfast, but now it had lost its charm: joy in her heart had given place to hate. Not hatred of the old life, such as had driven her to pastures new; not hatred of Texas and "all it stood for"--as she had once passionately declared to Uncle Cliff. This time the object of her deep and bitter feeling was--herself. She had been rude to a guest in her own house. She had seen one of her best friends risk her life and had made no move to prevent it. She had been the cause of her grandmother's receiving a shock which, at her time of life, might prove very serious. And all this in spite of having lived for nearly a year with two such perfect gentlewomen as Aunt Lucinda and Grandmother Clyde. In spite of her boasted loyalty to the "We are Sevens." In spite of her promise to her aunt to care tenderly for her grandmother and bring her back safely to Woodford. She had wandered aimlessly outdoors and now flung herself face down on the Navajo under the big magnolia. "It's no use,--I reckon it's the same old thing. I'm not an Ashe clear through." With the thought came swift tears. Her head lay against something hard and unyielding; and after her first grief had spent itself, she put up her hand to push away the object--but grasped it instead. It was a book; opening her tear-wet reddened eyes Blue Bonnet saw that it was a volume of her grandmother's favorite Thoreau. It lay just where Mrs. Clyde had dropped it the day before when she had sprung up at Debby's frightened cry. She dried her eyes and sat up. Leaning against the low, wicker chair, that was her grandmother's chosen seat, she slowly turned the leaves of the well-worn volume, her thoughts more on the owner of the book than on its author. All at once her glance was caught and held by something that seemed an echo of the cry that kept welling up from her own unhappy heart. It was a prayer, only ten short lines, and she read them with growing wonder: "Great God! I ask thee for no meaner pelf Than that I may not disappoint myself; That in my striving I may soar as high As
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