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up to it. And then it got too strong for me. I don't know why I burst out like this to-day. I should have kept it to myself. There was no need for you to know. I was a fool ... oh, a dreadful fool!" He sighed heavily and was silent. "I never dreamed...." she breathed. "That's not true," he said gravely. "You thought of it often. You're too wise not to. I could see it in your eyes. You didn't want to--you had to. You're a woman." "Mr. Good, I can't tell you how much this means to me. I do care for you ... very much--more--more--" She hesitated and stopped. The inadequacy and stiffness of her words were distressingly evident. Even in the dusk she could see the dull pain in his eyes. They had the expression of some wounded, helpless animal. "Please don't," he begged. "I understand. When I hurt your hand ... that was enough. It's quite impossible, of course." Never, to the end of her days, would she forget the dreary hopelessness in his voice, the bent shoulders, the hand uplifted in deprecation. She wanted to throw her arms about him, as she would with Roger. Something held her--she could not move. The tears blinded her.... "But you didn't finish," he shot at her suddenly. "More--more--than any other man ... was that what you were going to say?" And when she made no reply, he laughed, a little bitterly, a little tenderly--quite mirthlessly. "I thought not. Well ... I used to hate him. I used to hate him very much--for other reasons, too. But he's not the man now that he was. He's been through the fire. He's better metal now. He's tempered. The dross is gone. He's not worthy of you ... who is?" Suddenly Judith's tongue was loosed. "You don't understand," she cried, with an earnestness of which there could be no question. "There is no other man. I care for you ... very much. Oh, I do--I do...." "Then ... would you marry me--will _you_?" There was a subtle note of irony in his voice which was not lost upon her. But she did not reply and he too was silent for a moment. When he spoke again the irony was less subtle. "You care enough to marry me if--if ... things were different?" "I don't understand." Her voice sounded very far away, as if it did not belong to her at all. "Oh, yes, you do, Judith Wynrod," he said harshly, like a magistrate passing sentence. She thought she had never heard a voice so cold and terrible, so cruelly impersonal. But, without warning, it changed, and she knew that she had n
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