FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56  
57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   >>   >|  
hided and small-hearted males who would marry their love at the point of the bayonet rather than not marry her at all. He desired that a woman should come to his arms with an attractive willingness, if not with ardour. And Esther's bearing was more that of despair than that of love. It chilled him and taught him wisdom. "Dearest," he urged, "tell me what you wish, and you shall have it; tell me your thoughts, and then I can advise you. But to go from here without a plan, without forethought, in the heat of a moment, is madder than madness, and can help nothing. I am not speaking like a man, but I speak the truth; and I tell you again, the thing's absurd, and wrong, and hurtful." She looked at him with a lowering, languid look of wrath. "So you will not take me?" she said. "Well, I will go alone." And she began to step forward on her way. But he threw himself before her. "Esther, Esther!" he cried. "Let me go--don't touch me--what right have you to interfere? Who are you, to touch me?" she flashed out, shrill with anger. Then, being made bold by her violence, he took her firmly, almost roughly, by the arm, and held her while he spoke. "You know well who I am, and what I am, and that I love you. You say I will not help you; but your heart knows the contrary. It is you who will not help me; for you will not tell me what you want. You see--or you could see, if you took the pains to look--how I have waited here all night to be ready at your service. I only asked information; I only urged you to consider; and I still urge you to think better of your fancies. But if your mind is made up, so be it; I will beg no longer; I will give you my orders; and I will not allow--not allow you to go hence alone." She looked at him for a while with cold, unkind scrutiny, like one who tries the temper of a tool. "Well, take me away then," she said, with a sigh. "Good," said Dick. "Come with me to the stables; there we shall get the pony-trap and drive to the junction. To-night you shall be in London. I am yours so wholly that no words can make me more so; and, besides, you know it, and the words are needless. May God help me to be good to you, Esther--may God help me! for I see that you will not." So, without more speech, they set out together, and were already got some distance from the spot, ere he observed that she was still carrying the hand-bag. She gave it up to him, passively, but when he offered her his arm
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56  
57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Esther
 

looked

 

unkind

 

waited

 
scrutiny
 
service
 

information

 
fancies
 

longer

 

orders


speech

 

distance

 
passively
 

offered

 
observed
 
carrying
 

needless

 

stables

 
temper
 

wholly


London

 

junction

 

thoughts

 
advise
 

Dearest

 
wisdom
 

despair

 

chilled

 

taught

 

forethought


speaking

 

moment

 
madder
 

madness

 

bearing

 

ardour

 
bayonet
 
hearted
 

attractive

 

willingness


desired

 

violence

 

flashed

 

shrill

 
firmly
 

contrary

 
roughly
 

interfere

 
languid
 

lowering