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ords sobbed like notes upon an instrument strung to breaking pitch. "My dear one! My dear one!" His voice, too, was sharp and pained; he strove to turn in his chair, but she restrained him. "No! No! Say it without looking. You know me? I am Maxine?" "Of course you are Maxine!" "Ah!" It was a short, swift sound like the sobbing breath of a spent runner. It spoke a thousand things, and with its vibrations trembling upon her lips, Maxine came round the chair and Blake, looking up, saw Max--Max of old, Max of the careless clothes, the clipped waving locks. It is in moments grotesque or supreme that men show themselves. He sprang to his feet; he stared at the apparition until his eyes grew wide, but all he said was 'God!' very softly to himself. 'God!' And then again, 'God!' It was Maxine who opened the flood-gates of emotion; Maxine who, with wild gesture and broken voice, dressed the situation in words. "Now it is over! Now it is finished--the whole foolish play! Now you have your sight--and your liberty to hate me! Hate me! Hate me! I am waiting." "God!" whispered Blake again, not hearing her, piecing his thoughts together as a waking man tries to piece a dream. 'God!' The reiteration tortured her. She suddenly caught his arm, forcing him into contact with her. "Do not speak to yourself!" she cried. "Speak to me! Say all you think! Hate me! Hate me!" Then at last he broke through the confusion of his mind, startling her as such men will always startle women by their innate singleness of thought. "Hate you?" he said. "Why, in God's name, should I hate you?" "Because it is right and just." "That I should hate you, because I have been a fool? I do not see that." "But, Ned!" she cried; then, suddenly, at its sharpest, her voice broke; she threw herself upon her knees beside the chair and sobbed. And then it was that Blake showed himself. Kneeling down beside her, he put both arms about the boyish figure and, holding it close, poured forth--not questions, not reproaches, not protestations--but a stream of compassion. "Poor child! Poor child! Poor child! What a fool I've been! What a brute I've been!" But Maxine sobbed passionately, shrinking away from him, as though his touch were pain. "My child! My child! How foolish I have been! But how foolish you have been, too--how sweetly foolish! You gave with one hand and took away with the other. But now it is all over. Now you are going to
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