FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105  
106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   >>  
profoundly dejected. He was often thus when communing with himself on board ship in the quietude of the night. It was because he was so terribly alone. This inscrutable man never felt more alone than when surrounded by his dogs. They were socially so inferior to him. Hook was not his true name. To reveal who he really was would even at this date set the country in a blaze; but as those who read between the lines must already have guessed, he had been at a famous public school; and its traditions still clung to him like garments, with which indeed they are largely concerned. Thus it was offensive to him even now to board a ship in the same dress in which he grappled her; and he still adhered in his walk to the school's distinguished slouch. But above all he retained the passion for good form. Good form! However much he may have degenerated, he still knew that this is all that really matters. From far within him he heard a creaking as of rusty portals, and through them came a stern tap-tap-tap, like hammering in the night when one cannot sleep. 'Have you been good form to-day?' was their eternal question. 'Fame, fame, that glittering bauble, it is mine,' he cried. 'Is it quite good form to be distinguished at anything?' the tap-tap from his school replied. 'I am the only man whom Barbecue feared,' he urged; 'and Flint himself feared Barbecue.' 'Barbecue, Flint--what house?' came the cutting retort. Most disquieting reflection of all, was it not bad form to think about good form? His vitals were tortured by this problem. It was a claw within him sharper than the iron one; and as it tore him, the perspiration dripped down his tallow countenance and streaked his doublet. Ofttimes he drew his sleeve across his face, but there was no damming that trickle. Ah, envy not Hook. There came to him a presentiment of his early dissolution. It was as if Peter's terrible oath had boarded the ship. Hook felt a gloomy desire to make his dying speech, lest presently there should be no time for it. 'Better for Hook,' he cried, 'if he had had less ambition.' It was in his darkest hours only that he referred to himself in the third person. 'No little children love me.' Strange that he should think of this, which had never troubled him before; perhaps the sewing machine brought it to his mind. For long he muttered to himself, staring at Smee, who was hemming placidly, under the conviction that all children fe
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105  
106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   >>  



Top keywords:

school

 

Barbecue

 

distinguished

 
feared
 

children

 

doublet

 

sleeve

 

conviction

 
countenance
 

streaked


Ofttimes

 
tallow
 

retort

 
cutting
 

reflection

 

disquieting

 

vitals

 
tortured
 

perspiration

 

sharper


problem

 
dripped
 

gloomy

 

hemming

 

Strange

 

person

 
placidly
 

referred

 
troubled
 

muttered


staring

 

brought

 

sewing

 

machine

 
darkest
 
ambition
 
dissolution
 

terrible

 

presentiment

 

damming


trickle

 

boarded

 
presently
 

Better

 

speech

 

desire

 
replied
 

creaking

 

country

 

guessed