, indifferent way of
regarding the matter, that he almost regretted having spoken. He had
been condemning himself so severely during the latter part of his
journey, and the meanness of his conduct as well as its wickedness had
been growing so dark in colour, that Bevan's unexpected levity took him
aback, and for a few seconds he could not speak.
"Listen," he said at last, seizing his friend by the arm and looking
earnestly into his eyes. "Listen, and I will tell you all about it."
The man became grave as Tom went on with his narrative.
"Yes, it's a bad business," he said, at its conclusion, "an uncommon bad
business. Got a very ugly look about it."
"You are right, Paul," said Tom, bowing his head, while a flush of shame
covered his face. "No one, I think, can be more fully convinced of the
meanness--the sin--of my conduct than I am now--"
"Oh! as to that," returned Bevan, with another of his peculiar smiles,
"I didn't exactly mean _that_. You were tempted, you know, pretty bad.
Besides, Bully Gashford is a big rascal, an' richly deserves what he
got. No, it wasn't that I meant--but it's a bad look-out for you, lad,
if they nab you. I knows the temper o' them Pine Tree men, an' they're
in such a wax just now that they'll string you up, as sure as fate, if
they catch you."
Again Tom was silent, for the lightness with which Bevan regarded his
act of theft only had the effect of making him condemn himself the more.
"But I say, Brixton," resumed Bevan, with an altered expression, "not a
word of all this to Betty. You haven't much chance with her as it is,
although I do my best to back you up; but if she came to know of this
affair, you'd not have the ghost of a chance at all--for you know the
gal is religious, more's the pity, though I will say it, she's a good
obedient gal, in spite of her religion, an' a 'fectionate darter to me.
But she'd never marry a thief, you know. You couldn't well expect her
to."
The dislike with which Tom Brixton regarded his companion deepened into
loathing as he spoke, and he felt it difficult to curb his desire to
fell the man to the ground, but the thought that he was Betty's father
soon swallowed up all other thoughts and feelings. He resolved in his
own mind that, come of it what might, he would certainly tell all the
facts to the girl, and then formally give her up, for he agreed with
Bevan at least on one point, namely, that he could not expect a good
religious gi
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