tains to the
blissful peace that many livings of reincarnated body would not
achieve. It is written in the law of Brahm that if one sacrifices his
life, this phase of it, to Omkar, who is Siva, even though he had slain
a Brahmin he shall be forgiven, and sit in heaven with the _Gandharvas_
(angels). But it is also written that whosoever turns back in terror,
each step that he takes shall be equivalent to the guilt of killing a
Brahmin."
The priest's voice had risen in sonorous cadence until it was
compelling.
Bootea trembled like a wind-wavered leaf.
To Barlow it was horrible, the mad infatuation of a man prostrate
before false gods, idols, a rabid materialism. That one, to fall
crushed and bleeding from the dizzy height of the ledge of sacrifice
upon a red-daubed stone representation of the repulsive emblem, could
thus wipe out the deadly sin of murder, was, even spiritually,
impossible.
The priest, his soul submerged by the sophistry of his faith, passed
from the gloomed cloister to the open sunlight.
And Barlow, conscious of his helplessness unless Bootea would now yield
to his entreaties and forswear the horrible sacrifice, turned to the
girl, his face drawn and haggard, and his voice, when he spoke,
vibrating tremulously from the pressure of his despair. He held out
his arms, and Bootea threw herself against his breast and sobbed.
"Come back to Chunda with me, Gulab," Barlow pleaded.
"No, Sahib," she panted, "it cannot be."
"But I love you, Bootea," he whispered.
"And Bootea loves the Sahib," and her eyes, as she lifted her face,
were wonderful. "There," she continued, "the Sahib could not make the
_nika_ (marriage) with Bootea, both our souls would be lost. But it is
not forbidden,--even if it were and was a sin, all sins will be
forgiven Bootea before the sun sets,--and if the Sahib permits it
Bootea will wed herself now to the one she loves. Hold me in your
arms--tight, lest I die before it is time."
And as Barlow pressed the girl to him, fiercely, crushing her almost,
she raised her lips to his, and they both drank the long deep draught
of love.
Then the Gulab drew from his arms and her face was radiant, a soft
exultation illumined her eyes.
"That is all, Sahib," she said. "Bootea passes now, goes out to
_kailas_ in a happy dream. Go, Sahib, and do not remain below for this
is so beautiful. You must ride forth in content."
She took him by the arm and gently led him to t
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