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tains to the blissful peace that many livings of reincarnated body would not achieve. It is written in the law of Brahm that if one sacrifices his life, this phase of it, to Omkar, who is Siva, even though he had slain a Brahmin he shall be forgiven, and sit in heaven with the _Gandharvas_ (angels). But it is also written that whosoever turns back in terror, each step that he takes shall be equivalent to the guilt of killing a Brahmin." The priest's voice had risen in sonorous cadence until it was compelling. Bootea trembled like a wind-wavered leaf. To Barlow it was horrible, the mad infatuation of a man prostrate before false gods, idols, a rabid materialism. That one, to fall crushed and bleeding from the dizzy height of the ledge of sacrifice upon a red-daubed stone representation of the repulsive emblem, could thus wipe out the deadly sin of murder, was, even spiritually, impossible. The priest, his soul submerged by the sophistry of his faith, passed from the gloomed cloister to the open sunlight. And Barlow, conscious of his helplessness unless Bootea would now yield to his entreaties and forswear the horrible sacrifice, turned to the girl, his face drawn and haggard, and his voice, when he spoke, vibrating tremulously from the pressure of his despair. He held out his arms, and Bootea threw herself against his breast and sobbed. "Come back to Chunda with me, Gulab," Barlow pleaded. "No, Sahib," she panted, "it cannot be." "But I love you, Bootea," he whispered. "And Bootea loves the Sahib," and her eyes, as she lifted her face, were wonderful. "There," she continued, "the Sahib could not make the _nika_ (marriage) with Bootea, both our souls would be lost. But it is not forbidden,--even if it were and was a sin, all sins will be forgiven Bootea before the sun sets,--and if the Sahib permits it Bootea will wed herself now to the one she loves. Hold me in your arms--tight, lest I die before it is time." And as Barlow pressed the girl to him, fiercely, crushing her almost, she raised her lips to his, and they both drank the long deep draught of love. Then the Gulab drew from his arms and her face was radiant, a soft exultation illumined her eyes. "That is all, Sahib," she said. "Bootea passes now, goes out to _kailas_ in a happy dream. Go, Sahib, and do not remain below for this is so beautiful. You must ride forth in content." She took him by the arm and gently led him to t
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