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han Roy's comfortable assurance sounded within him the parting threat of Jane: "Disaster will come of it. _Then_ perhaps you'll admit I was right." It shook the foundations of courage. He simply could not stand up to the conjunction of disaster--and Roy. With an effort he freed himself of the insidious thing,--and just then, to his immense surprise, Roy stooped and kissed the top of his head. "Confound Aunt Jane! She's been bludgeoning you. And you _are_ worrying. You mustn't--I tell you. Bad for your work. Look here"--a portentous pause. "Shall I chuck it--for the present, anyhow?" The parental attitude of the modern child has its touching aspect. Nevil looked up to see if Roy were chaffing; and there smote him the queer illusion (rarer now, but not extinct) of looking into his own eyes. Roy had spoken on impulse--a noble impulse. But he patently meant what he said, this boy stigmatised by Jane as "all in the clouds," and needing a "tight hand." Here was one of those "whimsical and perilous moments of daily life" that pass in a breath; light as thistledown, heavy with complex issues. To Nevil it seemed as if the gods, with ironical gesture, handed him the wish of his heart, saying: "It is yours--if you are fool enough to take it." Stress of thought so warred in him that he came to himself with a fear of having hurt the boy by ungracious silence. The pause, in fact, had been so brief that Roy had only just become aware that his cherished dream was actually trembling in the balance--when Nevil stood up and faced him, flatly defying Jane and Olympian irony. "My dear old boy, you shall _not_ chuck it," he said with smiling decision. "I've never believed in the older generation being a drag on the wheel. And now it's my turn, I must play up. What's life worth without a spice of risk? I took my own--a big one--family or no----" He broke off--and Roy filled the gap. "You mean--marrying Mother?" "Yes--just that," he admitted frankly. "The greatest bit of luck in my life. She shared the risk--a bigger one for her. And I'm damned if we'll cheat you of yours. There's a hidden key somewhere that most of us have to find. Yours may be in India--who knows?" He spoke rapidly, as if anxious to convince himself no less than the boy. And he had his reward. "Dad--you're simply stunning--you two," Roy said quietly, but with clear conviction. At that moment the purring of the gong vibrated through the house, and he sli
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