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d of himself. "That is why," she went on, "that is why I have, as you say, forced myself into your house, and why, too, I have now come here to ask you to forgive me--to take me back--just for the sake of the children." Mr. Tapster's mind was one that traveled surely, if slowly. He saw his chance, and seized it. "And why," he said impressively, "had that woman--the nurse, I mean--no mistress? Tell me that, Flossy. You should have thought of all that before you behaved as you did!" "I didn't know--I didn't think----" Mr. Tapster finished the sentence for her: "You didn't think," he observed impressively, "that I should ever find you out." Then there came over him a morbid wish to discover--to learn from her own lips--why Flossy had done such a shameful and extraordinary thing as to be unfaithful to her marriage vow. "Whatever made you behave so?" he asked in a low voice. "I wasn't unkind to you, was I? You had a nice, comfortable home, hadn't you?" "I was mad," she answered, with a touch of sharp weariness. "I don't suppose I could ever make you understand; and yet,"--she looked at him deprecatingly,--"I suppose, James, that you too were young once, and--and--mad?" Mr. Tapster stared at Flossy. What extraordinary things she said! Of course he had been young once; for the matter of that, he didn't feel old--not to say _old_--even now. But he had always been perfectly sane--she knew that well enough! As for her calling herself mad, that was a mere figure of speech. Of course, in a sense, she had been mad to do what she had done, and he was glad that she now understood this; but her saying so simply begged the whole question, and left him no wiser than he was before. There was a long, tense silence between them. Then Mr. Tapster slowly rose from his arm-chair and faced his wife. "I see," he said, "that William was right. I mean, I suppose I may take it that that young fellow has gone and left you?" "Yes," she said, with a curious indifference, "he has gone and left me. His father made him take a job out in Brazil just after the case was through." "And what have you been doing since then?" asked Mr. Tapster suspiciously. "How have you been living?" "His father gives me a pound a week." Flossy still spoke with that curious indifference. "I tried to get something to do"--she hesitated, then offered the lame explanation--"just to have something to do, for I've been awfully lonely and miserable, James;
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