ent limping to mass, breakfasted, and began his
work.
Many charts and plans had been placed on the writing-table for him, and
beside them he found a letter from Granvelle, in which he stated his
views concerning the alliance with Duke Maurice, and what advantage
might be derived from it. Both as a whole and in detail Charles approved
them, and gladly left to the minister the final negotiations with the
duke, who intended to leave Ratisbon at noon. If he briefly ratified the
terms which had been arranged with Granvelle, and gave Maurice his hand
in farewell, he thought he would have satisfied amply the claims of the
covetous man, of whose aid, however, he stood in need.
After the thunderstorm the weather had grown cloudy and cool. Perhaps
the change had caused his increased suffering and unhappy mood. But the
true reason was doubtless the resolution formed the night before, and
which now by day seemed more difficult to execute than he had thought
at the priedieu. He was still resolved to keep it, but earthly life
appeared less short, and he could not conceal from himself that, without
Barbara's sunny cheerfulness, bewitching tenderness, and, alas! without
her singing, his future existence would lack its greatest charm. His
life would be like this gloomy day. Put he would not relinquish what he
had once firmly determined and proved to himself by reasoning to be the
correct course.
He could not succeed in burying himself in charts and plans as usual
and, while imagining how life could be endured without the woman he
loved, he pushed the papers aside.
In days like these, when the old ache again attacked him, Barbara and
her singing had brightened the dreary gloom and lessened the pain, or
she had caressed and sung it entirely away. He seemed to himself like
a surly patient who throws aside the helpful medicine because it once
tasted badly to him and was an annoyance to others. Yet no. It contained
poison also, so it was wise to put it away. But had not Dr. Mathys
told him yesterday that the strongest remedial power was concealed in
poisons, and that they were the most effective medicines? Ought he
not to examine once more the reasons which had led him to this last
resolution? He bowed his head with an irresolution foreign to his
nature, and when his greyhound touched his aching foot he pushed the
animal angrily away.
The confessor De Soto found him in this mood at his first visit.
Ere he crossed the threshold h
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