FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   286   287   288   289   290   291   292   293   294   295   296   297   298   299   300   301   302   303   304   305   306   307   308   309   310  
>>  
"Well," said Mrs. Tristram with a more triumphant bravery, "I don't believe you would have been happy." Newman gave a little laugh. "Say I should have been miserable, then; it's a misery I should have preferred to any happiness." Mrs. Tristram began to muse. "I should have been curious to see; it would have been very strange." "Was it from curiosity that you urged me to try and marry her?" "A little," said Mrs. Tristram, growing still more audacious. Newman gave her the one angry look he had been destined ever to give her, turned away and took up his hat. She watched him a moment, and then she said, "That sounds very cruel, but it is less so than it sounds. Curiosity has a share in almost everything I do. I wanted very much to see, first, whether such a marriage could actually take place; second, what would happen if it should take place." "So you didn't believe," said Newman, resentfully. "Yes, I believed--I believed that it would take place, and that you would be happy. Otherwise I should have been, among my speculations, a very heartless creature. BUT," she continued, laying her hand upon Newman's arm and hazarding a grave smile, "it was the highest flight ever taken by a tolerably bold imagination!" Shortly after this she recommended him to leave Paris and travel for three months. Change of scene would do him good, and he would forget his misfortune sooner in absence from the objects which had witnessed it. "I really feel," Newman rejoined, "as if to leave YOU, at least, would do me good--and cost me very little effort. You are growing cynical, you shock me and pain me." "Very good," said Mrs. Tristram, good-naturedly or cynically, as may be thought most probable. "I shall certainly see you again." Newman was very willing to get away from Paris; the brilliant streets he had walked through in his happier hours, and which then seemed to wear a higher brilliancy in honor of his happiness, appeared now to be in the secret of his defeat and to look down upon it in shining mockery. He would go somewhere; he cared little where; and he made his preparations. Then, one morning, at haphazard, he drove to the train that would transport him to Boulogne and dispatch him thence to the shores of Britain. As he rolled along in the train he asked himself what had become of his revenge, and he was able to say that it was provisionally pigeon-holed in a very safe place; it would keep till called for. He arrived
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   286   287   288   289   290   291   292   293   294   295   296   297   298   299   300   301   302   303   304   305   306   307   308   309   310  
>>  



Top keywords:

Newman

 

Tristram

 

growing

 
believed
 

sounds

 

happiness

 

thought

 

probable

 

sooner

 
misfortune

arrived

 
brilliant
 
forget
 

streets

 
rejoined
 

effort

 

witnessed

 

naturedly

 
cynically
 
absence

objects

 
cynical
 

secret

 

shores

 
Britain
 

dispatch

 

called

 
transport
 

Boulogne

 

rolled


provisionally

 

pigeon

 

revenge

 

haphazard

 

morning

 

brilliancy

 

appeared

 

higher

 

happier

 

defeat


preparations

 

shining

 
mockery
 

walked

 

watched

 

turned

 

audacious

 
destined
 

moment

 

Curiosity