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're older, dear. You've changed. I like your face better now than I ever did." I wrinkled my nose at her. "Is that saying much?" I grimaced. "Heaps!" She attempted to smile back at me, but her lower lip quivered. "Yours has always been my favorite face, you know, Ambo. Phil's is wiser--somehow, and stronger, too; and Jimmy's is sunnier, healthier, and--yes, handsomer, dear! Nobody could call you handsome, could they? But you're not ugly, either. Sister was adorably ugly. It was a daily miracle to see the lamp in her suddenly glow through and glorify everything. I used to wait for it. It's the only thing that has ever made me feel--humble; I never feel that way with you. I just feel satisfied, content." "Like putting on an old pair of slippers," I ventured. "That's it," sighed Susan happily, and closed her eyes. "That's it!" echoed my familiar demon, "but no one but Susan would have admitted it." As usual, I found it wiser to cut him dead. "Well, dear," I said to Susan, "there's one good thing: you'll be able to use the old pair of slippers any time you need them now. I'm to be held in Paris, I find, for a three-months' job." She opened her eyes again; disapprovingly, I felt. "You shouldn't have done that, Ambo! You're needed at Evian; I know you are. It's bad enough to be out of things myself, but I won't drag you out of them! How could you imagine that would please me?" "I hoped it would, a little," I replied, "but it hasn't any of it been my doing--Chatworth's wife's expecting a baby in a few weeks, and he wants to run home to welcome it; I'm to take on his executive work till he gets back. God knows he needs a rest!" "As if you didn't, too!" protested Susan, inconsistently enough. Her eyes fell shut again; her hands slipped from mine. "Ambo," she asked presently, in a thread of voice that I had to lean down to her to hear, "have they told you I can never have a baby now?... Wasn't it lucky if that had to happen to some woman--it happened to me?" No, they had not told me; and for the moment I could not answer her. "Jimmy's wife is going to have a baby soon," added Susan. "Jimmy's--_what_!" I shrieked. Yes, shrieked--for, to my horror, I heard my voice crack and soar, strident, incredulous. Susan was staring at me, wide-eyed, her face aquiver with excitement; two deep spots of color flaming on her thin cheeks. "Didn't you _know_?" The white door opened as she spoke, and Susan's Norm
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