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n he had almost reached his door. He must not tell Franzl; nothing was certain yet, and she could not keep a secret. But he must tell some one. He retraced his steps, and remained long standing before the Lion. To-night he must stand a stranger there; to-morrow he would be one of the family. He tore himself away at last, and went in search of Pilgrim. CHAPTER XVII. A FRIEND'S WARNING. Thank God, he is at home! there is a light in his room. He is playing the guitar. O dear good Pilgrim! May heaven keep me in my senses, and let me not die of joy! Oh, if my good mother had but lived to see this day! Pilgrim was playing and singing so loud as not to hear him as he ascended the stairs. Lenz threw open the door, and, spreading out his arms, exclaimed, "Rejoice with me, brother; I am so happy!" "What is the matter?" "I am betrothed." "You are? To whom?" "How can you ask? to her, to the truest heart in all the world, and as wise and bright as the day. O Annele!" "What! Annele? Annele of the Lion?" "You wonder at her taking me, do you not? I know I am not worthy of her, but I will deserve her. God is my witness, I will deserve her. I will devote my life to her; she shall--" His eyes fell upon his mother's picture. "Mother, dearest mother!" he cried, "in thy place in the seventh heaven rejoice, for thy son is happy!" He fell upon his knees, and tears choked his voice. Pilgrim laid his hand on his shoulder. "Forgive me, dear Pilgrim,--forgive me," prayed Lenz, rising; "would I could beg the whole world's forgiveness! I have often resolved to be a stronger, firmer man. Now I shall have a wife who deserves a manly husband. But this once I must give way. I have been wishing, as I came here, that some hard task might be imposed upon me,--no matter what, only something, something so difficult it would take my whole heart and strength;--I would do it; I would prove myself worthy of the happiness God has granted me." "Hush, hush! other men have got other women before now. There is no need to tear the world to pieces about it." "If my mother had but lived to know this!" "If your mother had lived, Annele would not have had you. It is only because you are without encumbrances, without a mother, that she cares for you." "Say not that, Pilgrim! she so reveres my mother!" "It is easy to revere her when she is no longer here. I tell you, you
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