sloth he
was among us, but now he spurreth on his spirit and body in too great
haste. O put Thy hand upon the bridle, Lord, that He ride soberly upon
Thy business."
There was a longer silence now, but at last came the voice of Luke
Claridge.
"Father of the fatherless," he said, "my days are as the sands in the
hour-glass hastening to their rest; and my place will soon be empty. He
goeth far, and I may not go with him. He fighteth alone, like him that
strove with wild beasts at Ephesus; do Thou uphold him that he may bring
a nation captive. And if a viper fasten on his hand, as chanced to Paul
of old, give him grace to strike it off without hurt. O Lord, he is
to me, Thy servant, as the one ewe lamb; let him be Thine when Thou
gatherest for Thy vineyard!"
"And if a viper fasten on his hand--" David passed his hand across his
forehead and closed his eyes. The beasts at Ephesus he had fought, and
he would fight them again--there was fighting enough to do in the land
of Egypt. And the viper would fasten on his hand--it had fastened on his
hand, and he had struck it off; but it would come again, the dark thing
against which he had fought in the desert.
Their prayers had unnerved him, had got into that corner of his nature
where youth and its irresponsibility loitered yet. For a moment he was
shaken, and then, looking into the faces of the Elders, said: "Friends,
I go again upon paths that lead into the wilderness. I know not if I
ever shall return. Howsoe'er that may be, I shall walk with firmer step
because of all ye do for me."
He closed his eyes and prayed: "O God, I go into the land of ancient
plagues and present pestilence. If it be Thy will, bring me home to this
good land, when my task is done. If not, by Thy goodness let me be as a
stone set by the wayside for others who come after; and save me from the
beast and from the viper. 'Thou art faithful, who wilt not suffer us
to be tempted above that we are able; but wilt with the temptation also
make a way of escape, that we may be able to bear it!'"
He sat down, and all grew silent again; but suddenly some one sobbed
aloud-sobbed, and strove to stay the sobbing, and could not, and,
getting up, hastened towards the door.
It was Faith. David heard, and came quickly after her. As he took her
arm gently, his eyes met those of Hylda. She rose and came out also.
"Will thee take her home?" he said huskily. "I can bear no more."
Hylda placed her arm round Fa
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