te, and found me fretting and fuming in the bed-room.
They did not hurry me now at that house, I being already known there,
and gave me whenever they could the same chamber. "I'm in a great
hurry," were the first words Sarah said. "Why you told me you would stay
longer." "Yes,--I am sorry, but I can't." "You never can,--but take
off your gown." "I really can't,--have me at the side of the bed,--you
wanted it so the other day." "No I won't." "Then I'll get on the
bed,"--and on she got.

I tried to open her legs, to turn her round to see her bum (I had
never seen it yet properly). No she would not undress, she would do
nothing,--I might have it her way, or leave it alone and go. How green
it was to submit to all this.

I lost my temper, for my delight I saw was in her lovely form, in her
physical beauty; whilst she seemed to think that the only joy I could
have was to spend in her cunt as fast as I could. "I won't have you at
all," said I getting resolute at last. "All right," said she getting off
the bed, "I'm really in a hurry,--another night I will." "Another night
be damned--you are nearly a bilk,--there,"--and I threw the sovereign on
a table, and put on my hat. "Are you going?" "Yes, I'm going to get some
woman who is not ashamed of her cunt." "Go along then." Off I went.
When halfway down the stairs I heard her calling to me to come back, but
savage I went off.

I walked up Regent Street savage with her, and with myself too, for not
having had my fuck, even if she had gone away a minute afterwards. Randy
as the devil I saw a woman at the corner of the Circus, and accosted
her, she turned away, I accosted her again. "Will you come with
me?" "Yes if you like." "Do you know a house about here?" "No I'm a
stranger." Then I took her to J... s Street, had her two or three times
and toyed with her a long time, stopping till she would stop no longer,
saying she should be locked out if she was not off. She was only
half-gay I think, and wanted a fuck. I had just offered myself in time.
She was a biggish woman of about thirty years of age. After I had fucked
her the first time, we laid on the bed together; she played with my
prick till it was stiff again, and then turning on to her back said,
"Come on,--let's have it again."

I thought much of my fine-limbed Sarah Mavis, but it was with anger. A
fuck for ten shillings was all very well when randy, but even when in a
hurry I never was satisfied till I had pulled the cunt